My friends are really busy nowadays. With their tuition (they teach students, they are not going to tuition batches), jobs and others. They have to spend 7-8 hours for their job/work/tuition. Busy schedule. No time to meet people. And they think- I'm the luckiest person in the world as I work from home. Yeah, they have to give effort for their job, and at the end of the day they feel tired and no time to give to their family. Some are software engineers. I really feel sad for them. As well as I really feel sad for myself too. They think I'm very happy. But the actual scenario is quite different. I work from home.
I wake up from the bed, go to my room. Turn on my PC. and start my work — almost 9-10 hours in front of a machine. There is a mirrorless camera, smartphone, imported speakers- they think I have a good collection of the gadget. But I feel helpless among all these machines. Everything is computerized. Blogging, watching YouTube, texting on WhatsApp, click photos on mirrorless. There is no sign of human except my mom. Basically, I am seeking people to talk, to discuss any matter that I love. And I find no one but my mom and Avishek da. I have only two people to talk on a regular basis. And all the thoughts, which I can't share with anyone (there is no one to share), I write down all the things here. This is the only place where I can express myself right now. Even 3-4 years ago, Uttiyo and Suvojit were available. We used to go here and there. We spent a lot of time. Gossip. Laugh out loud. Leg pulling each other. Those were golden days in my life. And at that time, we don't care about money; we care about friendship and freedom. Smiling face all the time. It won't be back again. I know their present condition. They are really busy.
Right now I have no other work apart from writing. I think I write. Again I think, again I write. I talk to my mom. I go for hangout with Avishek da. That's my life right now. Hopefully, it will be changed one day. I am neither unhappy nor happy. It's like 50-50 situation. I try to engage more with my blog, reading other's blogs. And now I can realize the difference between my concept about blogging at 2010 vs 2019 — huge difference. The concept has been totally changed. I wrote about my first blog that made $0. The blog post that gets maximum views was cryptocurrency related. As I made a fortune from crypto, so people consider me as a crypto expert. It's partially true. Yes, I used to read everyday news and kept my eyes on daily/monthly graphs. So I have the basic concept of cryptocurrency. Back to the point, I'm waiting for special people, who will be able to share everything and vice versa. It's not necessary that it should be a girl, even a guy can be a very good friend and spend time with me, especially if he has an interest in digital marketing and blogging. Anyway, no more now. If you have any question or query related to this article, feel free to ask me here. Just do drop a comment below the box. And if you find this article share-worthy, then please share it with your friends via Facebook, Messenger, Google Plus, Twitter, Pinterest, WhatsApp etc. Take care.
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